Well a belated happy new year to all and hopefully you have had a good start to it too. Unfortunately for me, the start of year and now its March has been the worst start since KD has been going out! In simple terms no appearance no outings and nothing seems to changing in the near future either!
Since my last blog entry, I have had one outing, mid December and that was to Carla’s (Cheshire Dressers) xmas party were about 20/30 girls received invites to have a get together for xmas. In the end about 15 girls turned up wih Carla being an excellent host. It was nice to see some of the other girls (from different parts of the country too) and a good evening was had. However, the usual thing happened at the end of the evening, yes we must keep in contact and arrange an outing. No guesses what has happened! Regardless that has been my only outing. Since then and within the last two weeks, unfortunately I was suppose to meet Carla last week but although I have attempted to contact her, first to firm the day was OK and the time too but sadly no response and same has happened with follow up communications. For some totaly unknown reason, Carla looks she does not want to contact me and I have no idea why. Any guesses anyone because I am none the wiser.
In mid January I received three invites to go out at the end of the month, all with a few days of each other and I was looking forward to them too. Mmmm I thought at last, wear some of new dresses I purchase in the recent sales. First outing was to meet Nickie from Northern Ireland who comes over twice a year for the Northern Concord events. As the time was getting nearer, the dreaded virus hit me again but hoping i be ok for the meet with Nickie! Yes I met Nickie but I had to go in ‘bob’ mode as clearly I could not disguise my discomfort and no choice but to go as I had on last occasion (September) cancelled at the last moment due to ill health and was not going to do it again, so Nickie was ok with me coming as ‘bob’ instead. Fortunately a nice evening, meet and chat was had with Nickie looking nice and being sympathic with my health issue. I must admit it was strange for me meeting another girl in 'bob' mode but what choice did I have in the circumstances as I could not cancel again.
Sadly my health got worst over the next few days and had no choice but to cancel my other two meets. Strangely after about 10 days or so, again after seeing a consultant on my follow up health appointment I was ok to get out. Mmmm but hey ho, nothing doing and still remains like that now. This is even after I posted a couple of messages on two forums seeking new friends / meets but very little response sadly especially locally as such. Now I have no idea what to do for the future and in some ways, do I have one? I’m losing the will to be KD again unfortunately yet I enjoy being me and wearing my lovely clothes! What a sad situation to be in and I have tried too.
Well that is the lot for now - will there be another blog entry, who knows!!!
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